So I guess this post is really on the personal side - especially since no one knew I was pregnant except Mom. But I was pregnant and now I'm not. I was about 9 weeks this time and miscarried yesterday morning. This time was harder than last - probably because we had more time to get excited. And we had a ultrasound, saw the baby and heard the heartbeat. We even have pictures. We were almost ready to tell family.
But, reality is I'm 40 - trying to have a baby. We're dealing with some old eggs and they're more likely to have genetic problems. I guess I don't feel this needs to be a great secret and hopefully sharing will be good.
Other than having moments of sadness and being sore, I'm okay. I'm not sure what we'll do from here. Maybe try again. Or maybe God has something else in mind for us.
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